1st time.....i no wat is love.....wat is the feeling to like a ppl silently..

my dear blog.....long time i din touch u......
long time i din share my things wit you.....
i think after my first step into tarc.........
since that day i never touch u.....
i learn lots of things........
1st love..........1st kiss........1st hug.......and many more off my first time.....
but i still cant 4give my ex..........could u tell me y u wan my 1st time........i really angry.....

dun no y......like a ppl is really suffer........every time really will think bout him....
when he stared at me.........i really cannot controlled my heart bit......
is that the real guy i met.......
should i purpose to him.......
should i tell him the truth......
i just to wish to say "i like u,can u b my best partner"
thats all........i like u.....i really like u.......